undying bliss

Sep 30

Sep 30

Sleep.. I crave you

This is the fourth day that I have not slept for at least more than 2hours daily.My brain is definitely giving me this sleeping deprivation and it’s tormenting how my body fully coordinates with it. I have not felt any drowse in 4 days. I ran out of sleeping aid, I’ve got no anti histamine on storage. Few minutes ago, I drank wine straight from the bottle, I know few gulps should work for me. Now I can feel the rash in my skin, heat starts to spread all the way through my limbs and straight up to my face.

You have no idea how awful it is to have a brain that’s so hardworking. It’s so active that it compelled my entire system to parade with it’s hype. And from old navy, my bags upgraded to a dark Prada. Yes even with this alertness , my face shows how tired I am, though physically Im fully energized.

Few more gulps and now I feel my ears palpitating. This is awful. But I swear I would trade a headache for a good long sleep.


At last, I yawned. 1 more and I’m good to go.


Sep 28

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When the pain is given by the people you care and love he most.. It’s often magnified sevenfolds.


Sep 09

Wasted time VS wasted money

I’ve been lying on this messy but the most cozy bed the entire afternoon. Sun’s slowly fading off while the music is cranking higher, could their be more chill than this?

Nuff’ with the nonesense. So I was scrolling through my newsfeed, like I always do. (Which by the way, the most time consuming thing to do).. So passing by one post to another, reading different thoughts, looking at different posts, photos, selfies, and all. Then a thought just came into me like a bullet. Some people do really spend money with whatever, while some try their best to spend it wisely…..( and again, I’m not trying to say I’m right, these are just thoughts, merely an opinion)
So anyway, I’m not talking about the status-quo , even average people waste money. I’m one of those average, who work so hard for my paycheck, then spending it with a pricey watch, books, unhealthy carbs… Then next thing I realize, I have wasted my paycheck, then I start regretting, I could have saved it. So now I end up broke…and so on. So yes, I’m not filthy rich, but yes I’ve wasted few cash. This is an everyday struggle of an average dude. But Im not trying to boast my not-so-appealing lifestyle, what I’m trying to say is that ,isnt it awesome to regret a wasted money which would only last a few day process. Compared to regretting a lot of time that were wasted.

Yes, one of the most dreadful feeling ever. The process of regretting a wasted time could even last a lifetime, and it would just leave you floating in despair. Unlike the money which is so hard to earn, but still possible to earn..time on the other hand is a one-time opportunity. Yes you can go to the same place again, meet the same people again, but the exact feeling and the amount of emotion couldnt be brought back again…..

i know that at some point money vs time could be an irrational comparison, but maybe…just maybe, people would be much kin with whom they should spend their time with, because wasted time is worst than wasted money.


Sep 03

“Your Word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path” (Psalm 119:105). 
Do you need direction in any area of your life today? You might be making decisions about your job, home or relationships, but you don’t have to make those decisions on your own. God is interested in every detail of your life, and He’s provided direction and guidance in His Word. When life seems dark, or when you aren’t sure about which choice to make, turn on the light of God’s Word so you can see clearly what to do. As you meditate on His Word and confess His promises over your life, it chisels away the walls of doubt, fear and uncertainty that would try to block you or hold you back.
Remember, you can always trust God because He is good and He has plans to prosper and bless you when you follow His Word. The Bible tells us that the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn which shines brighter and brighter. That means His truth will guide and direct your heart in the direction of peace, blessing and increase in every area of your life!


Lord, light my path.

“Your Word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path” (Psalm 119:105).

Do you need direction in any area of your life today? You might be making decisions about your job, home or relationships, but you don’t have to make those decisions on your own. God is interested in every detail of your life, and He’s provided direction and guidance in His Word. When life seems dark, or when you aren’t sure about which choice to make, turn on the light of God’s Word so you can see clearly what to do. As you meditate on His Word and confess His promises over your life, it chisels away the walls of doubt, fear and uncertainty that would try to block you or hold you back.

Remember, you can always trust God because He is good and He has plans to prosper and bless you when you follow His Word. The Bible tells us that the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn which shines brighter and brighter. That means His truth will guide and direct your heart in the direction of peace, blessing and increase in every area of your life!

Lord, light my path.


Sep 01

Fulfill →

porsheohporshe:

It gets to a point when I think about rushing life out. But there’s this automatic whisper in my head whenever I feel reckless that says I should keep things at a very slow pace. That I may get all the good stuff fast though it means that it can go away sooner if I jump right in.

I don’t want to…

My very thoughts


Aug 11

quote To be stupid, selfish, and have good health are three requirements for happiness, though if stupidity is lacking, all is lost.

— Gustave Flaubert, Letters to Madame Louise Colet (via whyallcaps)

Aug 11
elegantpaws:

deweydell25:

sweetheart—sweetlite:

R.I.P Robin Williams. You will forever be my favorite.

So sad

OMG! OMG! Talk about out of left field.


A huge part of my childhood was taken away today :(

elegantpaws:

deweydell25:

sweetheart—sweetlite:

R.I.P Robin Williams. You will forever be my favorite.

So sad

OMG! OMG! Talk about out of left field.

A huge part of my childhood was taken away today :(


Jul 01

To the guy who has a permanent place in my heart…..THIS IS FOR YOU <3

He randomly blocks his foot when we’re walking together, causing me to stumble off my feet. He randomly dance in the most off beat kind of way. He likes to make funny faces. He sings his heart out with the same song again and again. He loves to make fun of me a lot too. He seem to be the most annoying person I know.

But some days weren’t as bright. We also have our fair share of blues. We fight like North & South Korea. There are these days that I super hate him to death that I unintentionally curse him. Which makes me feel so sorry in the end of the day. He practically does a lot of things that makes you hate him a lot. Like one time, we were eating dinner together and I was asking him a simple question, and he responds with another question, and won’t stop till my temper boils like a kettle. And we argue a lot, like A LOT! See? And the funny thing is ,we hate how disorganize we both are.

One thing I like about him,is his humility. He’s the most humble person I know. He doesnt know what the word “pride” is. There was this time , we were caught in a huge fight and I was sulking big time, didn’t talk to him for few days ( the fact it’s my fault)..He approached me first and asked for sorry, he didnt want us to be like that. Maybe because we think a lot the same, that’s why friction’s gigantic as well. Another thing I admire about him is the fact that he’s so selfless, doesnt care if he looks so goofy, he would rather give everything to me than to himself. Well, sometimes people think the other way, sometimes they think he’s selfish and all, but trust me..I know this guy too well.

He knows I love him, though I don’t say nor show it a lot. I hope I can. On the other hand, I know he loves me so much , he’s not vocal , but his action shows. I just hope that things turn around and I’ll get rid of the awkwardness to show to him that I love him.

I’m just a bit sad because I was too busy growing up, then I forget that he’s growing old. Just awhile ago, I woke him to greet him “Happy Birthday” and he just snored back to sleep. That’s how random he is. HAHA.

To my father, the only guy that has a permanent place in my heart, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You will soon finish your doctorate,Good luck!I’m so proud of you! I love you so much!

P.S.: I dont think you can find & read my blog now, but I wanted to let the world know that you may not the best nor the sweetest father in the world, but if given a chance to go back in time,I will still choose you and your cute chubby face. I know you’ve been through hell, raising a daughter like me ,but I will return everything to you, in God’s time and graces, I will be the one who’ll pamper you like a baby !‪#‎SALIGLANG‬


Jun 12

NICE ONE FRIDAY THE 13th!!

Just like my everyday routine, I woke up 3am as if my body was designed with a self timer. Stared at the ceiling for a couple more minutes, trying not to doze back off again. Trying so hard to clamber outta my bed but I just couldn’t. My mind is divided with so much thoughts… How to work things out at work, things to do for school, and even what clothes to wear. After realizing that I’ve been wasting 20 precious minutes, finally found my way rushing to the bathroom… And just when I was about to soak my self with coldest water ever… I realized it’s my day off!


Apr 06

My daily poems that papers can’t handle (040714)

Okay just squeezing out few thoughts before heading for work.

Today is another super early-bird day for me. While some who were still in their state of hangovers for “The Weekend party”, I’m sitting here , having my cup of tea waiting for some few minutes before I dodge to my routine at the office. Well, that’s how I clamber myself from the rest of the mob. Not too bad, not too fancy. Just playing safe from something that doesn’t harm either.

Okay , so It’s already 4:46 and my shift starts at 5:30AM. I should have my ass moving now.

-xo, N.N.


Apr 04
#juicing  👍👍👍

#juicing 👍👍👍


Feb 17

visitors :)


Feb 07

020814

Here’s to another 24hours of nothing but a good time & a blessed life.


Feb 03
Summer &#8216;14 . Paghahandaan kita . #BOW 💪⌛️😅💢💦💨

Summer ‘14 . Paghahandaan kita . #BOW 💪⌛️😅💢💦💨