He randomly blocks his foot when we’re walking together, causing me to stumble off my feet. He randomly dance in the most off beat kind of way. He likes to make funny faces. He sings his heart out with the same song again and again. He loves to make fun of me a lot too. He seem to be the most annoying person I know.
But some days weren’t as bright. We also have our fair share of blues. We fight like North & South Korea. There are these days that I super hate him to death that I unintentionally curse him. Which makes me feel so sorry in the end of the day. He practically does a lot of things that makes you hate him a lot. Like one time, we were eating dinner together and I was asking him a simple question, and he responds with another question, and won’t stop till my temper boils like a kettle. And we argue a lot, like A LOT! See? And the funny thing is ,we hate how disorganize we both are.
One thing I like about him,is his humility. He’s the most humble person I know. He doesnt know what the word “pride” is. There was this time , we were caught in a huge fight and I was sulking big time, didn’t talk to him for few days ( the fact it’s my fault)..He approached me first and asked for sorry, he didnt want us to be like that. Maybe because we think a lot the same, that’s why friction’s gigantic as well. Another thing I admire about him is the fact that he’s so selfless, doesnt care if he looks so goofy, he would rather give everything to me than to himself. Well, sometimes people think the other way, sometimes they think he’s selfish and all, but trust me..I know this guy too well.
He knows I love him, though I don’t say nor show it a lot. I hope I can. On the other hand, I know he loves me so much , he’s not vocal , but his action shows. I just hope that things turn around and I’ll get rid of the awkwardness to show to him that I love him.
I’m just a bit sad because I was too busy growing up, then I forget that he’s growing old. Just awhile ago, I woke him to greet him “Happy Birthday” and he just snored back to sleep. That’s how random he is. HAHA.
To my father, the only guy that has a permanent place in my heart, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You will soon finish your doctorate,Good luck!I’m so proud of you! I love you so much!
P.S.: I dont think you can find & read my blog now, but I wanted to let the world know that you may not the best nor the sweetest father in the world, but if given a chance to go back in time,I will still choose you and your cute chubby face. I know you’ve been through hell, raising a daughter like me ,but I will return everything to you, in God’s time and graces, I will be the one who’ll pamper you like a baby !#SALIGLANG