undying bliss

I was in awe with this lovely view ☀👍

Goodmorning to my awesome view!

repress:

• i already have food
• people are confusing as fuck
• i always feel like i’m never good enough
• i’m ugly and look like shit
• the person i like, never likes me
• i’m in love with celebrity or fictional character that i’ll never meet

• i have cats

• i have tumblr

Goodmorning to a lovely gloomy weather on a sunless Sunday. Last Friday night, I went to an energy-absorbing concert that literally took almost all of my stamina ,(not to mention my sore feet from that long crusade) and since I didn’t manage to have a decent sleep the next day, I saved all drowsy so that I can sleep early on a Saturday night…..and here I am, waking up early from a normal but rare sleeping bedtime. So awhile ago, I woke up with a cranked up good vibes, clambered outa my bed, made myself a coffee, filled the air with “Snow Patrol” tracks and turned on my most functional buddy. I thought I needed some good stuffs to read on, and I ran through an article about unnecessary things that most (we)women complain about, so I decided to make up own list based from my rational judgement and as a human being,I humbly accepted my own faux pas as well. 

ps : Thanks to my selected guy friends who shared their POV about this topic. :]]

1. BEING FAT - I seriously think that nothing in this world is more ridiculously dumb than an obviously skinny woman complaining about being fat. First- it shows how hollow you are, second- you are hurting girls larger than you (like me.lol), third- WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU’RE JUST FISHING FOR  COMPLIMENTS…..So better keep calm & flaunt yer picture with the appropriate caption.
2. HER BOYFRIEND - If you spend all your spare time complaining to your friends about your stupid boyfriend and how much you hate him OVER and OVER again, then you’re acting like a tool. It’s really nobody’s fault but your own if you’re still with him. There’s a huge line between asking some advice from having redundant vent outs. If you really think that he’s constantly being a douche, pathetic, and inconsiderate…better ditch that loser! Otherwise, pipe down. Time will come nobody would want to hear it. Coz if he’s really worthy, you wouldn’t be in that struggling relationship from the first place.
3. HAVING NOTHING TO WEAR - Unless you’re a legitimate poor who have only four ragged outfits with wornout holes it, chances are you still have loads of clothes to wear. Well here’s two options : 1st- go buy some more & quit whining. 2nd-tell your butt to do some laundry, you lazy slob! For sure, there are plenty of rotting great outfits at the bottom of your laundry basket…… PS: boys, if your girl spills this line “I have no clothes to wear”, she really meant ” I have a lot of clothes, it’s just that I don’t feel like wearing them”.
4. GETTING HIT ON BY RANDOM GUYS - In case that you’re getting hit on, take it as a compliment and stfu. Not everyone is as pretty as you, nor as wonderful, stop complaining and be thankful. Accept the fact that you’re beautiful in their perspective, ignore those skeevesters who sent you shady messages and move on with your life. Whining about this isn’t complaining, it’s more of bragging…..And just so you know, bragging isn’t cute darling.
   But if it’s already an issue of creepy stalkings and sexual harassment,  well that’s an entirely different story. 
5. UNENDING DRAMA - Now this issue exists for both gender, it’s just that girls are more vocal about it. If you think that you’re always surrounded by drama, here’s a newsflash : YOU ARE THE PROBLEM! Those who constantly complain about drama the most are actually the instigator of it. So if ever you wonder why dramas are following you, maybe because it’s actually coming from you. You always have the power to stay out of it, unless you really want to escalate all situations. So better Keep Calm & Chill your ass out. Learn the Art of DEDMA :]
6. PAINFUL SHOES - You bought it. You chose to wear it. Two options for you darling: Wear more comfortable shoes or wear the painful ones in silence.
7. NASTY COMMENTS - Okay here’s the thing, if you post a revealing picture of yourself, you can’t expect everyone to have a open-minded interpretation of it. Some will appreciate your figure, while some guys will fuel up their pornographic imagination and might even be vocal about it..But it’s something that you couldn’t control. Firstly, the publicity of your posts is your negligence, so people who can access it can really comment if they wanted to. So instead of just complaining about it, why not do some actions within your  scope. You can message that person, report for abusive/offensive comments, block them or if it’s too much of a workload for you, just simply stop posting half-naked photos. 
8. ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME -  Why honey, have you tried em’ all? SRSLY, this is one of the most annoying complaints coming from attention seeking girls, everrrrr! Or you just want a “No, im different, I could be the one for you” feedbacks. 
9. THE EX-GIRLFRIEND - I just don’t get why present girlfriends have a lot of complains about the ex-girlfriend. If you think you’re prettier than her, then so be it. If you think you’re better than her, then good for you. It just irritates me why some present GF do have a lot of beef with her BF’s ex. PAST IS PAST and you should slap yourself. She might have said something about your boyfriend or to you, maybe because she’s still in pain or it’s her opinion. You should respect the fact that they had a past too, coz at some point your boyfriend loved her, that means, there’s something good in her. There’s no point of you whining nor bullying her coz you’re the present, unless there’s a part of you that’s insecure or threatened. But that’s pointless! SO PRESENT GF, KEEP CALM & SAVOR THE MOMENT COZ SOONER OR LATER, YOU’LL BE AN EX TOO. hahaha :]]
10. FAT GIRLS or LAZY GIRLS - There are no hopeless fat girls, only lazy ones. If you’re not happy with your figure,discipline yourself with your diet and work your butt out…Be sweaty now, sexy later. Otherwise, quit whining and just be confident with your built.
    NUFF’ SAID :]
    
     

(Source: imakemyselfproud)

I slept at 3am despite the fact that I’ve committed myself on a 7am make-up appointment. When I woke up awhile ago, I could feel my limbs trembling and my eyes dropping down as if its lids were metal heavy. I wasn’t used to wake up early for any responsibility anymore, but somehow I have managed to drag myself up. Doing her make-up inside a classroom made me miss my highschool days so much. The chaos, noise, the running footsteps along the corridor, students shouting everywhere… the ambiance was just so nostalgic. I find these three little boys ,so cute in their costumes . They’re like real super miniature heroes arguing about their secret plot. Hahaha. My headless self, alone sitting here at Mcdo. I couldn’t fathom including my stressed face with this raccoon sleepless eyes. I was actually done eating, but I keep staring at the menu, for some gluttony reason.lol At this exact moment, I feel like my body’s floating in thin air, like I’m gonna pass-out at any point. Yet, I’m still tapping the screen and typing some more, when I should already be get going. What am I even saying. see?! i’m hella sleepy! I’m bombarded. I’m zombiefied beyond any zombie that ever existed. I should stand up already, nuff with this lame blog entry! i’m outa here!! - N 😳

Those eyes that set in the deep. Your scent in my clothes. When awkward silence turns into a comfort zone. Your voice. The way you cuddle. That logical mind. An extreme humor. Your craziness. A very cute smile. Your stupid jokes. The way you piss me off. Your old school punchlines. That effortless charm. Every wasted time seems not wasted at all. The childish in you. A matured mindset. Unbelievably funny. A douche exterior. Sweet talker. Hopeless romantic……. Too bad the time I spent with you is like the ocean, I can only hold a little in my hands. But I did let it drip off and now every drop is gone.